I was meditating this morning / Quiet in my space / Eyes closed / Attempting to clear my mind / But I couldn't stop thinking of you / LIstening to the drops of rain tapping on my window / I wanted to go out / And let the rain wash over me / Let it... Continue Reading →
Loving Me
Why did I end things, you ask? Because I was in love with you And you were in love with you And someone had to love me
Love of My Life
you left me and you screamed for me wondering where i went for show leaving people to wonder if the fault were mine as if i were a lunatic raging at the air
Not My Fault
He left a note on my desk. It read, “Oh my goodness, you are so beautiful. I can’t stop looking at you.” Two weeks later, he baked me a birthday cake. It was my favorite. Yellow cake with chocolate icing and two perfect candles on top. Lights turned out, and he told me to make... Continue Reading →
Reach
reach it's within you hold nothing back you are worthy let no one tell you different trust the journey trust your spirit trust the knowing you must extend yourself beyond yourself to reach new plateaus no judgement no rules only love be free and let yourself reach
To the scared little girl inside
Dear scared hurt little girl, I love you. It's very important that you know that. You have been hurt a lot by people that you trusted and you want to protect yourself and that's okay. No one else protected you so you had to protect yourself. Boundaries are okay when you are unsure or feel... Continue Reading →
Cold summer days Dry rain Something has changed I can't feel my pulse But your shame chills my bones Her name is on your lips You've stolen my breath To nourish her soul Please Give me back my pulse
i will never love again
i will never again love on accident/my heart has been broken and it's tender/it can no longer take the impact of two souls colliding blindly/in the dark/not knowing what hit them/each not knowing where the other came from/limbs wrapped around hearts/wrapped around passion/wrapped around pain/like the hard mangled kiss of two bumpers crashing in the... Continue Reading →
The Death Of My Father
My dad passed away. It's been 9 months since his funeral, and it still hasn't really hit me. I'm honestly hoping someday it will. Some days I sit in the silence of my space and say over and over again "My dad died, My dad's dead. My dad’s dead. He’s dead. He’s gone." I don’t... Continue Reading →
The blues and other hues of a brown eyed girl 